He said. There it is. One more chapter of my life has come to an end. One interesting, tragicomic story. It was so sad that it was funny. I don’t understand that concept – you are somehow dating (?) someone for a decent amount of time and you don’t even wanna be in a … More “I don’t wanna be in a relationship.”
I recently noticed what’s modern in the dating world: staying in the grey zone and call your relationship status “we are just hanging out”. It’s better to stay in the fog, rather to define your relationship in a serious way. As if the termin “serious relationship” would bear the weight of the whole world. We … More Kindergarden games for adult people
Well … long time, no see. I’m writing a blog after one year. And I’m writing it whenever I’m in a deep shit. haha 😀 Last post one year ago was about how I got over some boy, and gave a hint about another boy. Well, the new boy has also disappointed me back then. … More SAME SHIT, DIFFERENT PERSON
Hello, bitches! I can’t believe I didn’t write anything for so long time. I read my old posts and I’ve realized that many of my posts were about unrequited love. That were a hard times. I couldn’t get over my friend, who didn’t like me. Can I tell you how I moved on? I liked … More HERE I AM
It’s really funny to look at my old posts on my blog. It’s all black on white. My very story about unrequited love. From a very start, on 9th January (yeah, I know because of blog post) (and sadly … he’s also a “date” person, he knows some dates, on which some crazy things has … More REJECTED OR FRIENDZONED FOREVER
Yesterday, I was checking my blog posts. I think it’s quite a must to do that sometimes, because you can see how your life is changing, or in my case – how some things did not change in last 9 months. It is all quite pathetic. I started with posts about my non-love life, how … More THE BACKGROUND OF UNREQUITED LOVE
For a start. It’s fucking hard. In the morning: you feel scared when you wake up, and than as usuall go to the toillet and put it all out actually, you don’t wanna wake up and when you do, if lucky, 10 minutes you will be normal, and than feel that punch of depression bumping … More HOW IS TO BE DEPRESSED
The most painful pain. It’s killing me every day, every fucking hour. I thought I would be okay when I wouldn’t see you anymore, but now we’re talking almost every day on chat, but we are just friends. Can you imagine how that hurts? Why I am even doing this? I’m destroying myself. And I … More PAIN BECAUSE OF UNREQUITED LOVE
When things not go as expected, and your stressed, and you even don’t know about that, a little monster comes in to your mind. And you realize you’re screwed. Again. You remember those shiny days, when everything was so much easier and things were floating in the air. The grass was green and high, butterflies … More HAVING OCD
I woke up today and one thing hit me. I start to understand all sad love songs and messages, all the prayers and weeps from a broken heart. I felt like a shit. Broken on a 1000 pieces. How could this happen to me. A 21 years old girl who thought love couldn’t touch her. … More BROKEN
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